
In the last blog I suggested the greatest blessing of the ‘virus’ crisis might be PAIN.
This weeks “news” i.e. what the Mainsream Media are choosing to focus us on is the storm that has arisen in Minneapolis……and now beyond, over George Floyd’s tragic killing.
More Pain. Different source. ………..Same purpose.
The images of our City burning were a flashback to ‘the Troubles’ of the 70s 80s and early 90s in our other home city – Belfast!
” Be very careful then how you live, not as unwise but as wise, MAKING THE MOST OF EVERY OPPORTUNITY for the days are EVIL. “ seems more relevant than ever!
Hilary and I are in Boston primarily for Robin’s surgery, but find it is also part of the bigger picture. We were invited to share at a fellowship here in modern America’s birthplace on Pentecost Sunday morning.
The night before, I was awakened by a literal, “mighty rushing wind’ in our room. It was 4.40. I was lead to Psalm 4:4
“Be angry, but sin not. Ponder in your heart (dialogue with Dad) on your bed and be still. Offer right sacrifices (of thanksgiving) and trust in the Lord.”
Anger rises up in us when we are in pain because things are not the way we want them to be. We can then channel that anger in a positive or negative direction.
The way in which we can avoid the sin that can so easily arise out of this anger is to “drop down” from our soul – those inflamed emotions and strong opinions – to hear in our spirit the contrasting ”still small voice” of God bringing us to rest as we give thanks, trusting that our loving Father has everything in hand.
Often when I then ponder on my bed, my Heavenly Father reminds me of the wisdom I heard from my earthly father or mother. I remembered how my Dad said repeatedly during ‘The Troubles’ – “I blame the Media for inflaming the violence”
Control the narrative and curate the truth in order to “Divide and conquer” continues to be the strategy of a corrupt elite behind the propaganda machine. This effect gets amplified with so many now also on ‘social media’ and everyone wanting to voice their ‘opinion.’
The scripture came to mind, “Be quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to anger.” (James 1:19)
Father then spoke to me about two emails I had received that day. One was from a friend Peter, a leader of a ministry working with the voiceless and marginalized, located at the center of the unrest. Over the last few years Peter has had a remarkable journey of healing from cancer.
Peter told of how evil had co-opted the legitimate protests, destroying hundreds of immigrant businesses, and wasting an area that was already struggling economically. I was reminded how on the day of Pentecost,
“Peter, stood up………..”
This Peter was standing up, leading an initiative to mobilize hordes of volunteers to literally clean up the streets after the destructive violence.
The second email I got that day was from Jessie in Belfast whose husband Paul has also suffering from a wasting disease, in his body, affecting the motor neurones. The last time we visited, the only movement Paul could make was to blink his eyelids. Jessie was able to use a letter board to interpret him.
”He is asking ‘How can we pray for Robin?’”
We were deeply moved by this expression of selfless love.
I was reminded of the scripture in Acts 27 :21
“Paul stood up………”
In Ephesians 6:13 we are told to ”Take up the whole armor of God that you may be able to withstand in the EVIL day, and having done all, TO STAND.”
In this EVIL day we are called“to stand”
- to stand on the truth of God’s word,
- to stand up, by doing whatever he reveals to you personally as your responsibility to express his love and hope, whether it be to intercede in you heart, because like Paul, you can only stand up by lying down and lying still, or to stand up like Peter and his friends by getting up and brushing up the glass of a poor immigrant’s shattered dream
As I am typing this I get two more texts, one from our son Robin who has just had an amputation of a leg with a cancerous wound. Robin’s name is a form of Robert which means, “bright fame” Robin wrote this to our family,
I have made it through some of the most painful nights imaginable this week, I think we have figured out how best to use the pain meds going forward. As expected my skin is not healing like normal, it’s not bad but just needs some help. I will be having an operation Monday to clean stuff up and prepare it for a vac(which will assist with new skin formation) and then on Friday I will have a skin graft operation. It’s gonna be a longer road than I would have liked but I’m happy to pay up front for a better future. Love you all and thanks for your prayers.
The second text is from my dear friend Vernon Robert (son) in Canada who has also just had surgery on his leg for cancer!! A few days ago Vernon sent this message to Robin, Hilary and I. “ God works ALL things out for GOOD” What an amazing Truth that is at this time. In Christ Love. Vernon and Maureen.”
These two are also called in a remarkable way to stand ….. in the face of a literal assault on their legs……that in their standing, God’s bright glory would be made famous through them.
These four, Peter, Paul, Robin and Vernon have all suffered great pain, but have seen it as an opportunity to turn the pain from a SORE to a SOAR, as they have mounted up with wings as eagles to view these difficult things from the vantage point of where they really live, “seated in Christ in heavenly places.” while keeping their feet firmly on the ground of real life.
They represent a “remnant of grace” on a “road less travelled.” Instead of succumbing to a destructive anger, they have found grace for a constructive camber to ascend and call others up onto the “highway of holiness”
As I rose last Sunday morning having received this message for the church gathered in the car park that morning, I stood in the restroom (as men do in the morning ) and there in front of me was the painting above. It was an incredible double witness to the message I had just received from our Father!
I noticed the name of the artist in the bottom left corner – Peter!
In the foreground TWO weatherbeaten stakes STAND at their post.
The sea storms, and yet the the water stops just short of where they stand. ( I recall Peter’s subsequent report told of how the rioters got within a block of their “Fallout Shelter” before being halted by the National Guard)
The sky is ominously dark, and yet at one point there is a lightness,, a faint blueness and brightness. We realize that behind the clouds shines the Sun……..and the storm will pass.
It is for us simply to STAND in Christ…. for the victory is already assured…..in the One who has risen!
…………and ALL WILL BE WELL.